Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Why Not?

At age 23, I flew all over Africa in six-seat prop planes researching how independence movements had expelled colonial rulers. Dare I say that I was embarking upon my own independence movement – to become a liberated woman?
1963 Africa Trip
At age 50, I left a 30-year career as a social activist to find my creative self while financially refusing to become a bag lady. Along the path of becoming both a professional artist and writer, I lost a breast and my only daughter, but gained two granddaughters and created a financial base for my creative careers.

At age 75, I traveled solo through southern Italy with meager Italian skills and a limited budget. After completing my artist residency, I traversed Campania, Sicily, Puglia, Tuscany and Umbria in search of the roots of Mediterranean culture. One purpose of the trip was about letting go of the past by challenging myself to move out of my comfort zones. I placed myself in different settings than I would normally encounter.

Traveling by train and bus
I covered a lot of southern Italy.

The Challenge of the Residency

In choosing to do a month-long artist residency in Assisi, I challenged myself to create the largest single piece I have ever done, to do it on canvas - something I rarely use, and to tackle environmental subject matter rather than the historical content with which I am more familiar. Working in shared studio space was difficult for me until I figured out that by rising early in the morning and working late in the evening, I could have the privacy I need when making creative decisions.

Perilous Majesty -
two faces of Mother Nature
Detail for Perilous Majesty
With my banner at the International Exhibition 
Being up on Mount Subasio, isolated from town, was a gift in that it allowed me to walk 1-3 hours every day in fresh air and beauty. Because one of our hostesses did not speak English, I had an opportunity to practice my limited Italian. Being a vegetarian and on a gluten-free diet, I passed up communal suppers and mostly had nuts, fruit, and cheese with rice crackers in the evening. This, plus the walking, enabled me to lose another ten pounds this year. Yeah!



Cover, exterior, and interior of quintych on
Assisi residency (Mt. Subasio).

The Challenge of the Travel

Unlike tourists, artists and writers travel alone. What I did may seem odd to those who have only traveled as a tourist, but professional photographers, artists, and writers do it all the time. You cannot get the story or the picture if you are following someone else’s lead or subject to the whims of a travel mate. Although I was alone during my travels, I was not lonely. I immersed myself in small Italian communities where I rarely met tourists.

Exterior of quintych on Italy travels.
In this way I was able to see how Italy is struggling economically and artistically. The years of Berlusconi’s corruption set back southern Italy enormously. Everywhere I observed the global culture of young people, the resilience of the Italian family, fashionable women and casual but not sloppy men. I saw communities that were stuck in the past and some, such as Lecce, that are using the past to springboard into the future.

I quickly realized that Sicily is the best place in Italy for understanding the Mediterranean region. Having spent only one week in Sicily makes me wonder if I need to go to Spain to better understand the Arab and North African migrations. Through many museum visits, I learned that indigenous Italians were not Greek in origin but came from earlier migrations.

Sorrento and Palermo panels

Getting Lost to Find the Unexpected

Because I have a poor sense of direction, I allowed myself an extra day in each location just for wandering - going from place to place with no particular direction or goal, not knowing quite where I was or what I might find. I allowed local people to suggest places of interest. During these “lost” explorations, my soul was nurtured in Palermo by Roger II’s 30-year ecumenical vision in the Palatine Chapel and the Mediterranean exhibition in the Norman Castle. In Lecce my spirit was refreshed by wonderful contemporary art and an amazing archeological museum.

Lecce-Otranto panel
I was present to geopolitical and social predicaments in Sicily where the raw potential of its multi-cultural population and history is undeveloped, and in southern Italy where Northern Europe uses it for vacationing rather than to assist local economies. Everywhere I witnessed how the United States, Northern Europe and China dominate retail through ubiquitous advertising.

In embracing my solitude, my two months in Italy became in many ways a spiritual retreat. My daily journal and walks helped me stay in touch with what I was experiencing. Weekly timeline reflections and bi-weekly blogs helped me track the history I encountered. Constant photographing and random sketching complemented the visual feast that Italy provided.


Bari-Matera panel

By not carrying a purse or dragging suitcases, I avoided unwanted attention from pickpockets. By following a rule of being in my lodging by the time it got dark I allowed my natural cowardice to keep me safe. My poor Italian language skills kept me humble and allowed me to discover, as a friend of mine reminded me, “the kindness of strangers.”