Cover of my Ancient Near East sketchbook. |
Embracing the Unknown
In the
summer of 2013 I brazenly opened a fresh sketchbook and began compiling
research notes, images, and ideas for artwork about our human migration from East
Africa into the Ancient Near East. I say brazenly because who in their right mind
would imagine they could say anything remotely new about the place where
western civilization began?
Research on the Ancient Near East occupied summer and fall
of 2013. But by winter of 2014 I had to change focus to prepare for a self-portrait
show I had entered. The interruption continued as I left my job in June, did a residency in
Italy, completed work on Southeast Asia/Oceania, worked on an
earlier migration from Africa into Southwest Asia, and created three-dimensional pieces for Africa and Southwest Asia.
As one thing led to another it was fall of 2016 when I re-opened
the Ancient Near East sketchbook, reviewed what I had gathered, and made more
notes.
Wheel and crescent were emerging as primary symbols. |
I was particularly struck by the fact that the wheel was
first devised in this region of the world, the region was known as the
‘fertile crescent’, and the earliest name for the region was Levant –
meaning ‘The Rising Sun’. I drew a sketch that I called “The Rising’ and
determined that it would somehow be a three-dimensional piece for the Ancient
Near East.
My initial image for a 3D piece on the Ancient Near East. |
I remembered a sculpture I had seen in a magazine. It was
composed of two metal bars with profile images atop. The lower parts of the
bars crossed in the middle to make it stand upright. I thought maybe I could
create something similar out of foam core. I found a photo of the sculpture and
placed it in my sketchbook.
Mea culpa: I did not record the title of this piece or the name of the sculptor. |
In February of 2017 I drew
my sketch to the size that I thought I wanted the sculpture to be, planning to use
this drawing to make pieces to size. I contemplated how high the base bars
should be and how high the images would be. I listed possible images to go on
the crossbars: crescent shaped stone knife, Goddess figurine, bull, goat,
herder, etc. I did a mock-up of ‘The Rising’ using foam core and watercolor paper.
My first mock-up using foam core and watercolor paper. |
Nancy Drew Adventures
As a girl, curled up on the radiator in my bedroom, I read all of the Nancy Drew mysteries. I became aware of Nancy Drew as an archetype in my psyche in mid-life. I was leaving a thirty-year career as a global social activist to become an independent Shiatsu therapist and write a book. I had packed my meager goods and shipped them from Belgium to a friend’s home in Oregon. I had changed my name and visited my daughter in Boston. Aware that I had no clue what I was doing, I had opted to take the train across country so I would have time to put things in perspective.
Boarding the train in Boston, anxiety burst into full bloom. Tears flowed over the loss of my established identity and the knowledge that my daughter and her fiancé were not moving to the west coast after all. Wet and crumpled Kleenex made a small mountain on the tray before me. Philadelphia and Chicago rolled by and then wide expanses of land and sky came into view. I attempted to calm myself by writing in my journal, scribbling one fear after another. Desperately I began pulling reflective tools out of my memory to tamp down my fears: timelines, strategic planning, mind-maps.
I made a mind-map of all the unknowns I faced. That’s when Nancy Drew appeared. By the time I was met at the train station in Portland, Oregon, I had determined that I had three mysteries to solve: Where on the west coast would I settle? Once location was determined, where in that place would I live and work? And finally, how would I create and build a Shiatsu practice? If Nancy Drew taught me anything, it was that unknowns are not a threat; they are the beginning of a new adventure.
I made a mind-map of all the unknowns I faced. That’s when Nancy Drew appeared. By the time I was met at the train station in Portland, Oregon, I had determined that I had three mysteries to solve: Where on the west coast would I settle? Once location was determined, where in that place would I live and work? And finally, how would I create and build a Shiatsu practice? If Nancy Drew taught me anything, it was that unknowns are not a threat; they are the beginning of a new adventure.
"Don't panic," I told myself. "The Rising is a grand mystery to be solved."
Maybe Wooden Hoops
My adductor strain in mid-April put creative work on hold for a while but by mid-June I was back in the studio and ready to try another way of making a three-dimensional form of The Rising. With a vague idea of maybe finding a wooden embroidery hoop to use for a sun or wheel, I headed to JoAnne's where materials tend to spark my imagination. The hoops I saw were not the right size and did not speak to me but I was drawn to 18" wire wreath forms. I found some decorative tapes that I thought might be of use in turning a wreath into a sun.Wire wreath wrapped with tape - initial idea for a 'rising sun' image. |
I had in mind using raffia to make sun rays coming out from the wreath form. |
I had the idea that I could mount the crescent form on the wreath sun with sticks of balsa wood left over from when I made the Ecosystems Stick Chart for Oceania. I figured out how to make a cross bar by joining two together. The cross bar would be on the back of the crescent and attach to the wreath sun. However, when I began wrapping the longer stick with yellow raffia, the stick broke. I decided the pressure of wrapping raffia was too much for the balsa wood so switched to the idea of painting the sticks, either copper or orange.
Broken cross bar and two other attempts. |
She was adamant. "Doesn't matter, I don't think you should risk it." Of course she was correct. But it meant that this three-dimensional piece called The Rising was still a mystery.
What if?
As I continued working on the six Ancient Near East boards I fretted and stewed for a couple of weeks. I tried to imagine another way to attach the sun and crescent. Could I hang them from a hanger? Nope, looks weird and clumsy.One morning I walked into the studio and seeing my wreath sun hanging on the wall, I found myself wondering, "What if this is not the sun but instead is a base from which sun, crescent, and wheel were suspended?"
One 'what if' unleashed others. What if I made a wheel out of one of the cardboard cake holders? What if I wrapped it with raffia to give it texture?
Cardboard cake holder with copper adhesive paper and raffia. |
Permutations of the sun. |
On the Independence day weekend I attended Art and the Vineyard with a friend. One booth had some hanging bead strings. I asked the artist what she was using for the hanging material. It was plastic coated wire used in jewelry making. She talked about crimping the wire ends together and said, "It's so easy." "Oh yeah, I thought. Easy when you've done it several dozen times."
Nevertheless I was convinced that this would be the best way to suspend the mobile and its pieces so back I went to JoAnne's to get wire, crimps, and a crimping tool. But none of these had directions for how you crimp. I hemmed and hawed for a couple of weeks until it occurred to me to look for a video on You Tube. Sure enough there was one that gave me the basics. So I went up to the studio to practice before making hanging wires for the base and the three objects.
I used two differently sized sets of letters to identify contemporary countries that made up the ancient near east. |
Shadows cast by The Rising's moving parts remind us that this region of the world has always affected other places. |